My Sexual Orientation
Thursday, July 26th, 2012Today on Tumblr I got a question I get often “Are you straight and gay for pay, bi, or 100% lesbian?” I usually take the easy way out and say “bi” but I always cringe when I do so, I feel like that one little word doesn’t cover it.. but to explain would take way more than the 140 chars Twitter allows, or the usually 1min I have to answer such a question. So today I took the time to go a little more into detail about the subject on my Tumblr in a reply to somebody asking this very question. Then I thought, I should def post it on my blog also. It’s a question I get asked a lot, and that’s understandable. Heck, it’s a question I catch myself wondering about a lot of girls in the industry sometimes..
And since you guys only see me having sex with women, it’s only natural for you to be curious and wonder about me. Well, here’s the answer I gave:
First of all, no I am not 100% lesbian. However, I don’t like the word bi, and I try to not label myself. The feelings I have for men and woman are SO different it makes me uncomfortable to say “I’m 50% for the pussy and 50% for the cock” so I just say “I sleep with whomever I’m attracted to.” but I am DEF not gay for pay and I enjoy sex with women immensely!
I love a women’s body, how soft and sweet it is, I love how a woman can understand me, because they have goen thru some of the same things I have, and, well, they have the same parts that I have.. and for that alone, we can connect on a different level than I ever could with a man. I love holding a woman close and kissing her and looking into her eyes and feeling that intimacy. The feeling of closing my eyes and burning my face into a pussy, tasting her juices, then opening my eyes and looking up at her to see the pleasure on her face, there is no better feeling in the world!
But I also LOVE men. I love feeling like a little girl, tiny and protected in a big strong man’s arms. I love being laid down on the bed and looking up at the man above me, getting pounded really hard by a hard dick, that might be may fav way to cum! I love not having any clue what is going on inside of a man’s head but trying to figure it out, the mystery of it all.. I love kissing men, I could do it all day! I love their masculine energy, I love flirting with men and feeling butterflies..
For me, attraction and sex is all about chemistry. I don’t have a physical “type” for women OR men. It doesn’t matter to me what color your hair is, if you’re my age or older, if you’re skinny or fat, how big your dick or your boobs are, etc.. it’s just about looking into someone’s eyes and feeling a connection, feeling the excitement I call butterflies. Knowing you want to press your naked body against theirs, you want to devour them and have them do the same to you. This is something than can not be forced or faked. It is something I can not control. Either I want you, or I don’t. But if I do, watch out! Because I won’t rest until I have you..
ok I’m horny now.. where was I going with this? LOL..
Aaliyah Love XOXO <3
























