Well I usually wouldn’t post a blog as “blaaah!” as this one, because I am a strong believer in positive thinking, and I think moods are contagious, but I just wanted to let you all know what’s going on with me..
As most of you know I got my wisdom teeth out a week and a half ago. Actly, I’m surprised as how many people don’t know, everyday someone on Twitter is like “wait, what’s wrong w u? why are you eating nothing but smoothies and constantly complaining?” Not that I think everyone should be up on the Aaliyah news 24/7, I’m sure most people have better things to do.. but if you follow me on Twitter, all you have to do is click the page back button.. but don’t get me started on Twitter pet peeves hehe.. ANYWAYS!
I was expecting recovery to be a week to a week and a half. I asked everyone I could about what it was like when they got theirs out, and I heard a lot of people who got it out in their 20′s tell me “a week at least” or even “2 weeks!” but I thought that wouldn’t be me, I’d be back to work way sooner than that! But just to be safe, I was going to take 10 days off of webcam, I had a shoot scheduled for tomorrow, and I would come back with my hair, nails and tan looking all perfect form the shoot and knock you all dead with an amazing come back webcam show
Alas, perhaps I was a little too hasty in my recovery plans.. The surgery was last Friday, and today I have to tell you all, I AM FUCKING MISERABLE! I am in lots of pain, I’d say between an 8-9 constant. I’m not gna get into all of the details about one of the teeth being more complicated to get out than the others and everything I’ve been going thru blah blah blah because I’m not gna complain more than I have to here, but I’ll just say this: it suuuuucks!
Then yesterday was the icing on the cake.. After being copped up for over a week, I decided to drive down to San Diego and spend the day with Ashley Steel and her cute doggies. It was an hour and half drive, and I started feeling not so hot. I pulled over on the side of the road and got sick..and more sick..and really really sick! Here I was, 50 miles form my house, 50 miles form her house, TRAPPED! I was literally getting sick every 5 minutes or less, shaking, sweating.. One time a car pulled over on the side of the highway and started backing up. it coudl of been someone tryign to help me, or it coudl of been a mass murderer! I didn’t stick around to find out, I closed the door and continued to puke out the window while driving (ok, this disgusting blog post makes up for all of the bonerific pics I usually post! Sorry for any disgusting mental images here ok!)
So I got to Ashley’s house and I was a MESS. Note that Ashley and I haven’t hung out in like, a year.. she must of been thrilled to see me..and continue to take care of me, playing my nursemaid, feeding me anti-nausea meds, etc.. I woke up in her bed around 9pm and drove all the way home, puking the entire way! I don’t even remember climbing into my bed when I got home, but I did wake up 15 hours later covered in sweat with all of my clothes still on! (somehow I had managed to take my shoes off and put on slippers tho LOL)
And it was a good gauge of how much paid I’m in when I couldn’t keep anything down, including pain meds! Eeek..not good.. all I can really say is.. I’m fucking miserable!
One good thing that happened is I was really not looking forward to canceling the shoot, because it is with a company who I have set up shoots with and the shoots have been canceled last minute, about 5 times now! We have been trying to shoot since 2010 LOL! It’s always legit reasons, and sometimes it wasn’t even me canceling, but still, I have never met this company before, and with so many undependable bitches working in porn (or NOT working.. hardy har har) you kind of have to fight AGAINST the “flakey, undependable porn girl” stereotype. But when I got that txt I was like “YES!” and txtd them back what was up w me, and they were totally cool and understanding and we will reschedule again.. thank you HYPEONLINEMEDIA!!:)
Not to mention all of this laying down isn’t even comfy or relaxing to me, if I stay in bed too long or sit on my old ass couch, that is when my neck and back get out of wack and I need to go to the chiro for an adjustment.. but I couldn’t possibly drive there right now, or have someone touch my face to adjust my neck.. FML!!
So I hope everyone who has been disappointed that here have been no member feature webcam shows (believe me guy, nobody can be as disappointed as I am! and cleaning out my werbcam studio I discovered so many lost outfits and toys..yay!)I hope you all forgive me and can be understanding and just go into the webcam archives and dig out a show you’ve never seen before, there’s so many there to chose from, do you really think you have seen them all?
Have you seen the one where I wear a red horsehair buttplug, to match my red hair streaks?
Or the first purple wig show when I wore a tight white tank top and brought in a pitcher of water and did a wet tshirt show?
Or the 2nd (or maybe 3rd?) purple wig show when I was majorly drunk LOL
Or.. the famous strawberry incident?;)
Just a couple “oldies but goodies” off of the top of my head!:)
And also forgive me for being later than usual on emails.. although I did get a huge surge of energy when I first got my teeth taken out and replied to everyone’s emails and even posted a shitload of blogs, so I hope that all keeps you all company for awhile:)
But just like you should never go to the grocery store when you are hungry, I prob shouldnt of picked th time when I am in my most pain and my most “poor me” to write this, tomorrow I’ll wake up and say “ooh I’m so dramatic..somebody call the waaaahmbulance!” I am slowly getting better.. even tho it is slower than I expected.. I am sooo fucking lucky to have a job where I can say “oops, I think I need to take 2 weeks off of work instead of 1 to finish healing!” and not get fired:)
Like I always say, as long as you guys keep on coming back to watch me, I’ll never stop being a naughty little internet slut for you all!:)
I hope everyone who is reading this is doing better than I am!
Aaliyah Love XOXO <3
so please, distract me, tell me what I’ve been missing..what’s going on with you guys?