Hey everyone, I have terrible news. I have thought about sharing this long and hard with you all over the last few days.. I normally try to not share things about my family, because that’s opening them up to scrutiny that they did not sign up for. And I love my family so much, I am very protective over them. But.. I have to tell you all SOMETHING, members will notice I canceled my next 2 members’ webcam shows, and I might not answer their emails as fast as normal.. and I would NEVER lie to you all, I love you guys. I have always told you all as much about me and my real life as I could. Anybody who has been to a webcam show of mine knows I’m all about “TMI” and telling it like it is. So I guess.. why should I stop now, right? I just ask you all to try to keep it off of Twitter. I am going to try to keep my Twitter happy and positive and updating on the porn, even if it’s just RTing what other people post. Twitter is NOT the place for serious or personal conversations, thank you.
I received horrible news 7 days ago. I was in shock for a few days before it set in. Now that the reality is hitting me, I am so very sad. My heart is broken and I feel lost. My Mother, who has always been one of my best friends, whom I am very close with, got cancer for a 2nd time. This time, all over her spine. They tried to operate and she quickly went thru 9 treatments of chemo, and after that the doctors realized that the treatment no longer works, the cancer is spreading, and they have sent her home. With less than 2 months to live.
So I am flying home to be with my family. I have canceled all photoshoots and dropped everything to go be with them. This is a very sad time for my family, but my Mom does not want to waste one second of it, and we all want to spend as much time together as possible. I ask you all to just please respect my privacy during this time. (How ironic, me telling you this while posting a public blog) I appreciate any well wishes, but answering them all has become overwhelming. Other than expecting me to live thru this and return to LA and shooting when I can, please don’t expect any more from me, because I don’t have any more to give.
As far as the website goes, it will still update every Wednesday (and some Fridays with bonus content) with new scenes. Like I said I won’t be doing live shows for a bit, but I’ve already done 2 new shows these past few weeks that are in the archives for members to enjoy, and hundreds more from back in the day. I can’t say if I’ll be checking my email much or not, we will see.
Thank you all, have Happy Holidays. I love you.